this might be one of the days where I lost my paradise to stone fruit.
or just a bite of a burger and a nail in me
why do unibteresting people you will avoid always connect with interesting people you would go near so you always drop off and ends up lonely in the end?
sometimes I swim just away because in the water I feel as part of somewhere else where I do not need to avoid because there is nothing to avoid
breathing tonight’s last breath before hypnagogia transfers me somewhere else
the beauty and the true is the hardest thing to reach and the easiest thing to crash and give up. my life is nothing but a 40 year loveless regret. when my time has come to burn in my hell this black flame will blind all wrath and show off as the darkest eternal flame any can ever imagine beyond our human visions and wisdom. this soul of tortured will now damnate himself into his nightmares beyond your thoughts and dirty secrets.
there is not much more to this term, I’ll soon face an exam. a conclusion or a future of my past. mysticism floods. then I can not be aware. like I can just face that dawn when it hits me. see how hard it hits me. if I crash a subjects ends if it hits I am condemned to my damnation. to finalize my up and coming with love of suffer. this is todays call until today fades and becomes a past just like the rest of the days I lived…