Just asked what this is. Heaven? Hell? The middle?
Seeing the doves
They do not see me
Like most of everything do not do
I am not seen
I am not invincible
Just not chosen to be seen
You can lie it away
I can see through your lies
I know when you lie
I know so much more than you ever expect
I might be invincible
Still, I am in the know
In the know
You can fool so many others
But you can never fool me
I know you far too well
I do know
Yes, I bloody do know
The lapse of your consciousness
The state of mind
A stage of grind
A measure of the catch
Or the falling down
Claiming the impossibilities
The impossibilities that just exists
For them who believes in that
They who will never measure te catch
The catch of dreams
The making of scenes
Where everything can and will come true
I am just saying it to you my dear
This is all about the eve that will come
It is everything, not just this some
It is all about that eve
Once and not over
The blood is drained
It is uncertain
It is not lying there
Not behind this curtain
What question I ever do ask
I will sit on that pub and drink the cask
When will a right be a right?
Why was I wrong?
Did simplicity come along?
Why is the border crossed?
The line of the border?
The pain in the pain?
The ever-growing grain?
Did simplicity come along?
Am I still nothing but wrong?
I ask you.
Just wondering if you ever will answer.
This is about you and I.
Will we see or will we cry?
What emotions are for?
They will keep on knocking on that door.
The utter transportation. The journey of my soul. The ugliness of my outer me. Could not care less. I am and I stay. The jams of the lanes. Breaks other illusions than hearts. I can still see the ocean. I can drink from it’s water. I can eat from it’s innards. A wet garden of delight. Deep down under. Nearby the light but so below abd beyond. A world of other physics. A world of other motions. There is still a world. It just is not ours. We just take what we want. As always.
My hunger for creating… never fed up. Sometimes just lost beyond the senses of the labyrinths of life. Moving on, just like poise with the wind. Be a natural type in the atmosphere. Be everywhere. Make things right. Fvkk things up. The downs and the ups. The rock bottom and the oyster dinners. The clean nature and fresh air of the forrest. I breathe, I am, I become.
Where there is life I do act.
The summer is now past by. Things are getting real again. Things are getting real my friend. Things are settling inside of us. Our future and ambitions. What soaks our faith and burns our flames.
I miss you day in and night out when you are not there to share. Explore the inferno of the chaos in this world. My cycle is centered and I am moving there after. There ever after. Some things were meant. Some was not.
We just float on. We move. No obe can take any heights for where or when it will come to something or be the nothing. There is not nothing, though.
there is a fusion of seasons out there in my world
there is a constant killing going on with my sword
there were quite a few
so many moons away from the dew
when the brightness spoils my sleep
and my depression comes oh so deep
all I want is you by side
all for hope, glory and all our pride
good times and bad times, they do us wait
be my guide, be my spirit be my fate
walk me home
I´ve been on my way for far too long
if you can only do the math
you will walk me on that path
taking me home
after all these years
fifteen by now of frustration and tears
walk me home
so many visions here and beyond
so many duties
not to feel ascond
or just the pond of the round
visualizing som many items of the
knowing that in a few moments it can all be over
someone might cut their veins in the shower
I would never go that way
I love my life and I am here to stay
Walking on, falling into the fall, slowly.
I adore it.
I bloody adore it, yes I do.
Just about it seemed to many miles away now I see some brightness and there is not just some pile of sardonic decay
it is so real
oh the fall I feel
towards the cold
towards my future
my days of steel
my journey will be proud and glorious
you can stand there jealous as I will become victorious
I will never again fall back down
I created my victorious future
but not all of my own…