Seeing the doves

They do not see me

Like most of everything do not do

I am not seen

I am not invincible

Just not chosen to be seen

By most

By you

I know

You can lie it away

I can see through your lies

I know when you lie

I know so much more than you ever expect

I might be invincible

Still, I am in the know

In the know

You can fool so many others

But you can never fool me

I know you far too well

I know

I do know

Yes, I bloody do know

I do

The turn

The burn

The lapse of your consciousness

The state of mind

A stage of grind

A measure of the catch

Or the falling down

Falling off

Going nowhere

Claiming the impossibilities

The impossibilities that just exists

For them who believes in that

They who will never measure te catch

The catch of dreams

The making of scenes

Where everything can and will come true

I am just saying it to you my dear

This is all about the eve that will come

It is everything, not just this some

It is all about that eve



When will a right be a right?

Why was I wrong?

Did simplicity come along?

Why is the border crossed?

The line of the border?

The borderline?

The syndrome?

The pain in the pain?

The ever-growing grain?

Did simplicity come along?

Am I still nothing but wrong?

I ask you.

Just wondering if you ever will answer.

This is about you and I.

Will we see or will we cry?

What emotions are for?

They will keep on knocking on that door.


The utter transportation. The journey of my soul. The ugliness of my outer me. Could not care less. I am and I stay. The jams of the lanes. Breaks other illusions than hearts. I can still see the ocean. I can drink from it’s water. I can eat from it’s innards. A wet garden of delight. Deep down under. Nearby the light but so below abd beyond. A world of other physics. A world of other motions. There is still a world. It just is not ours. We just take what we want. As always.

My hunger for creating… never fed up. Sometimes just lost beyond the senses of the labyrinths of life. Moving on, just like poise with the wind. Be a natural type in the atmosphere. Be everywhere. Make things right. Fvkk things up. The downs and the ups. The rock bottom and the oyster dinners. The clean nature and fresh air of the forrest. I breathe, I am, I become.

Where there is life I do act.

The summer is now past by. Things are getting real again. Things are getting real my friend. Things are settling inside of us. Our future and ambitions. What soaks our faith and burns our flames.

I miss you day in and night out when you are not there to share. Explore the inferno of the chaos in this world. My cycle is centered and I am moving there after. There ever after. Some things were meant. Some was not.

We just float on. We move. No obe can take any heights for where or when it will come to something or be the nothing. There is not nothing, though.

there is a fusion of seasons out there in my world

there is a constant killing going on with my sword

there were quite a few

so many moons away from the dew

when the brightness spoils my sleep

and my depression comes oh so deep

all I want is you by side

all for hope, glory and all our pride

good times and bad times, they  do us  wait

be my guide, be my spirit be my fate

walk me home

I´ve been on my way for far too long

if you can only do the math

you will walk me on that path

taking me home

after all these years

fifteen by now of frustration and tears

walk me home



so many visions here and beyond

so many duties

not to feel ascond


or just the pond  of the round

visualizing som many items of the

knowing that in a few moments it can all be over

someone might cut their veins in the shower

I would never go that way

I love my life and I am here to stay



Walking on, falling into the fall, slowly.

Adore it.

I adore it.

I bloody adore it, yes I do.

Just about it seemed to many miles away now I see some brightness and there is not just some pile of sardonic decay

it is so real

oh the fall I feel

towards darkness

towards the cold

towards my future

my days of steel

my journey will be proud and glorious

you can stand there jealous as I will become victorious

I will never again fall back down

I created my victorious future

but not all of my own…