Tremendous Summer this far.
It might sound odd saying that before saying this,
just the fact that even if certain things are %/€&€%&%, it does
not automatically mean your whole life is destroyed
and you end up on cheap alcohol and pills, no.
The last couple of months just been like a stressful
Made a few decisions and have total
control of my situation for the first time
in years despite the stress.
Some things needed to be left behind.
The necessary knowledge came from somewhere else.
To fulfill this omission of chaos and congenital esophageal
errors and do not stress up to much mentally I needed
to leave things right where they were and never suppose
to take bring up again.
As suffer Tuberculum Majus Fractur at the same time
meaning soon six months of sleeping problems.
Waking up several times per night in pain
does not make things easier. Also, this means
an involuntary break into doing my favorite hobbies:
play guitar, play pinball, go swimming.
Life is really no fun at all at this moment, therefore.
Well, I am not the guy sit at home whine about such
I do live my life on a daily basis and do what the heck I can
to make it comfortable:
Go to gigs, host beer tastings and other events, try to get my
orchestra of death metal to record, hang out with the people,
walk long and peaceful walks etc
The shoulder fractures are taken care of too, but the doctor
says it takes approximately 10 months to heal so he will
not have a second look at it before the fall. Still under control
and there is a plan for it. Good enough for me and calming my
Now a few days to rest my soul and body
(hopefully, they meet at the same level again).
So I will just swim in the eternal flood of rock and or roll,
poetry, horror movies, great food, and tasteful liquid.
The meaning of life.